*haeh* finally got tagboard uploaded and some stuff improved. this is interesting yet tedious huh. or maybe because im so HTML- script illiterate. hehe.. *takes time* hrm.. well i suppose i'll leave that for now. huehue... tom'z gg to be another brand new boring week of brain-strainy Uny life.. And guess what, 5 hour lecture on Production Management! Hate it! seriously. sigh.. oh well.. like lala said, swot vact'z in 2 weeks time, finals in 3 weeks time.. and yeah tHATs iT! cant help worryin about the fact that i haven't done any revision for the finals though. =/ too tied down with the reports and practical stuff that i barely hav time or rather, enough brain energy cells to continue.. time flies. WHY are weekends always so SHOrt? *grr* Apart from the embarassing moment i had early this afternoon, nothing else seems interesting. Had dinner at Thalia Thai, with Dah, Kev, Isaac and Diana... food was good; the satay was yummy. So was the beef on lemongrass.. but i wasn't feeling good. i felt outa place. sobs.. i barely talked over dinner because everyone was talking about sth i didn't understand, and couldnt connect in the end.. its hrm.. sth related to boats and shuttleplane/ shuttleship or sth.. *hmph* but when they laughed, i smiled, not knowing why. just to join in the crowd.. huahuahuahua.. dumb.. maybe because of the atmosphere too.. it kinda get me sleepy.. *scratches head* then later in the car, they talked about Politics. ARgh. dun understand laaa... hahaha.. best thing, dah told me after we got home that he realized i had lack of general knowledge. Hey HEy heY! ok la.. i dONt know these things, but i do have general knowledge whut.. like science stuff.. right! aiyah cant blame me.. always get to work with prac reports and bacterias and biochem.. so yeah.. and when i watch news and they talk about demos and riots and ships and planes n stuff i'll just switch my brain off. hehe that's me. so right. i have lack of it... ='<>
well another thing was brought up over dinner, which is the extension of their lease of the house. i was hoping they wont extend, then dah can stay with me.. but yeah.. eversince dah dah brought up that subject like a year ago, that he really want to stay with me, i was overjoyed. but was scared because mom wont let me, unless she has seen him, which will be like in Dec/Jan.. so no point deciding now.. easier to contact each other, and mEET each other, no need to travel back n forth etc. oh, rent's gonna be cheaper too.. and yeah.. most imptly, i dont have to worry about him. yah, im always worried he will let me down one day..regardless of how unintentional he gets. currently, my biggest worry is this 3 mths break. heaven whats gg to happen when im in indo n he's in sg.. *sigh* no one relationship is perfect right?
NVm, its okay.. i will look into that nx time, im sure when i get a new apt next year, i'll be ExtremELY happy to be in there, out of COllege House (yeay!) cant wait to move out. caNT wait! gonna decorate it with pretty curtains, leather sofa (if poss), double beds, long L shaped tables, office chairs, cute cabinet for my soft bears... book racks.. owh not forgetting, there mUST BE oveN, and washin machine, and dryer.. Oh and Gym and Pool and Sauna.. heuheheuheuheu.. *so greedy, i know*
=-=-=-=-=- thought of da day: have more self-esteem, u're what u think u are=-=-=-=-=-=-=
*huGz n KisSEz to tsunting, for making this happen*
shAnz
6:18 PM
