e s o p h o r i a - it's all about how you perceive me.

haha.. okok.. havent been bloggin cos its either i was lazy/ bad mood/ sleepy. lolz.. well.. i had Biochemistry Practical exam today.. haeh.. was particularly careful in my pipetting loh.. n i have memorized the parameters really well.. but i dont know why.. i think its the pipette fault man. ming ming its 900 uL + 100uL = 1 mL right? but the microfuge tube says its more than that! i tried to adjust and do again.. n its still da same. so cant be bothered loh.. jst put it in.. shud have known man.. haeh.. i screwed up the unknown solution.. too much dilution already.. sobsobs.. in the end.. i've got 7.2mg/mL for my concentraton, differs from my friends.. well.. cos thers a variety too.. some has 8.6 / 8.9 / 9.7.. hmm.. omg.. im out.. sigh.. wonder how much penalties will i get.. Vita got disappointed with me.. of course.. *sorry Vita* .. im so tolol... haeh.. well at least my standard curve wasnt too bad.. hehe..

Tomorrow's exam will be Food Microbiology Prac.. so what is my bug mann.. Ecoli or Salmonella?? arg.. i really wanna go over the proper medias again n tests.. but really, im lazy.. haha.. cant be botehred.. tom is open book aniwae.. i can bring my piles of notes in. huauauahua.. well.. we'll see tomorrow allryte? hehe

I wonder how will i do this semester.. its too quick for me.. suddenly its thursday; werribee day. i thought the week has just started? sigh.. its been like this for 12 weeks already. and this week is the last week of da semester.. im gonna take lotsa pics tom with my frienz.. hehee.. *luckily im smart to borrow dah's cam yesterday*heuuehuehuehue im sure the thick skinned friends of mine will pose lotsa piggy poses hauhauhau the genitzz and the centilzzz.. haha.. i must admit i am, but not so extreme la.. hehee

hrm.. dinner tonite was good! i made stew and beef curry and fried some fingerfoods (for da guys) haha.. for the first time, me, dah, my bro and his gf ate together at the dinner table! so happy that my brother has opened up towards dah2.. seriously, we talked and discussed whats on the news.. though most of the time i wasnt listennign la.. i was observing dah dah and my bro talking.. so happy hehe.. *who cares about which prime misnister gets the blame* hahaa.. lol.. although i didnt eat much, (which is why im feeling hungry now at midnite) i feel full and yea.. just happy. erm.. and then we had dessert (apples + orange *yeah one of the 20kg orange* --> i still have it can u believe it? hauhauha; someone has to help me fnish it man + this one pathetic banana.. its looks rotten from the skin, but the inside stil nice. yumm.. love bananas! ) anway.. dah dah left after watching "everybody loves raymond" he's so dumbb!! if my husband ever loses the wedding tape.. im gonna skin him alive! like what dah dah do to those scorpions in his WOW. haha.. haeh.. funnie show.. and robbiee.. he's so huge n funnie.. i wonder where will i be if i stand nx to him. maybe 2/5 of his height? haha oh no.. make that 3/5. i think he will be v nice to hug though.. i like to hug huge fluffy things.. ehe.. i loved my forever friends bear from my ex.. its with Angel.. the last time she fought with me over that.. aha.. hopefully its stll safely kept ... But there's dahdah to hug so its ok. haaa..

talking bout him.. just made me unhappy yesterday.. ( so i didnt hug him) i dno why he has to raise his voice lho.. i mean.. he's being insensitive to my feelings mah.. i duno why, im very protective of him now.. i was never b4 with my exs.. why ah? i wish i wasnt that sensitive.. i cannot DEFinitely cannot stand it if he goes out alone with other girls. that has somehow became my policy, early this year. haha.. i think, if i have already stated that worry in me, n he still disregard that, i will feel that im not important anymore. why would someone forgoe this because of just a normal "old" friend? If i had stated i dont like it if u go out on an 1 on 1 date, n he still does it, how am i supposed to react to that.. its like.. if my mom says i cannot go out of the country alone with my boyfriend, and i DO it, ain't I asking for trouble? cos im defintely gonna upset her.. she definitely hasn't trust me enough, and will do it when she gained my trust. especially when she gets it from my boyfriend. if she can trust me, and him, she will allow me to go out with him alone, out of da country even. right? thus, the same scenario... sigh.. TRUST has deeply ceased within my vocabulary.. i wonder if there is a supplement i can take to regain "trust" does any phamacies sell any? or perhaps, vitamin shops even?

Holiday is coming soon.. n if i havent got any replies frm any companies in sg.. im doomed.. sigh.. i hope i can get a job in sg, so taht while i do my industrial palcement, i can spend the whole of DEc- Jan in there.. otherwise.. hrm. how long should i stay in sg? *headache* i havent buy ticket to indo somemore.. PLEASE REPLy mE MAN compaNIES!! whaT U DOing??? Argggh.. does anyone every check emaiLS?? gRRRRR

so long.. i think i btter go to bed.. tomorrow's got exam and i have to get up at 7... sobsob.. hopefully my finger recovers though..it hurts so much.. the index finger.. i get it sprained or sth.. weird.. i dont think i cracked it just nw..
perhaps the saucepan was too heavy when i wnated to transfer the food to the bowl? *haeh*
anwiae.. *yawnss* gg to sleep n call dah dah le.. *zzz*

=-==-==- tsun.. u're better? glad u are.. *HUGZZZZZ* sorry havent got time to chat again, kinda stress bout today n tom.. hehe.. tty soon okei??=-===-=-=-==-=-=-=-=-=-

shAnz
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