Time flies. Its WEdnesday. 8 days to my Finals. FOod mICRobiOLOGY. sobs.. the whole afternoon today i spent it in the Law Library with Aug, Miin, Ian and Stanley.. we had quite a short bit of fun studyin together for da first time. Which surprisingly Aug n Stan didnt make the usual loud typical jokes like they always do; however there is only a short time of concentration though, for me... Seriously dONT understand what does Sue (micro lec) wants from us. SHe told us if we were to do our lectures revision thoroughly, we will probably score only 55% for the finals. she expects us to do additional readings, on basically anything: i suppose is "whatever u guess will be out on the exam; study it" WIth regard to the reading reference, we are told to "refer" to 8 sections from this thick 876 pages book, (which is the first 747 pages), and any of it could be up on the exam, consisting of the rest of the 45%. Damn. 2nd year's so tough. sobs.. i hope i can make it till the end.. *crosses fingers*oh. While I was trying hard to hold full concentration during the revision, i can't help but look at stanley who, oblivious to all of us at the table lookin at him, busily swaying himself to the Michael Buble's Home... heee he's so cute.. he's literally swaying, shoulders up and down, head down, eyes on textbook, mp3 full music <-- which is why I know its michael buble's hehe.. of course i swallowed my laughter lah.. its in the library! haha... haha.. he's so funny.. then dah has to "oi" him to keep the vol down.. then after that we heard the 2nd song out loud again. Zhou Jie Lun's new album.. huauahuaha.. miin then kicked aug to tell stan to keep quiet.. then aug called him out again (he's deaf basically cos he on the song far too loud!) but pointed out to stan that miin has sth to tell him instead (poor miin) haha.. i think stan kinda felt bad though.. hahaha.. but he turned it down anyway and said he probably shudnt be ther.. lolz.. (poor stan) i just merely laughed n laughed covering my eyes and mouth at the corner of the table.. cos the whole thing is just funny with everything gg on in whispers.. Hrmz.. then there was dinner at 730.. omG. melbourne has indeed a disastrous change. ITs hOT. ITS bRIGHT AT 730! the sun sets only at 8 i think? thats bad.. due to the dAY light savings lah.. someTImes i wonder if i shud get hungry at 730? cos its only 630.. and sometimes i wonder if i shud wake up later since its one hour earlier. nOte: for peepz who doesnt know what im talking about, Day light savings happened 3 days ago. 30th October. Time has decreased one hour, ie we only had 23 hours that day, cos we skipped it. So for example, if its 2am at ur watch now, its actually 3am for day light savings. Basically saving hours.. WEll.. anyway, dinner was 730 and i wasnt feelign hungry at all.. Duno why, even though truout the revision in the library i was craving for tid bits. but there was none. haha.. perhaps its cos of the hot weather. it ceases my appetite somehow. hmph.. we hAD a "ba gua" session though, just me dah and stan. hehe.. *secrets b/w us 3* Haiz.. But even if i say it here also no diff.. haha.. its just about chris n eugene n kevin.. wonder why love hurts.. u love someone too much, it hurts, love too less, it hurts too.. *_* no1's too blame here though.. talked to chris just now.. but i seriously duno what to say to her.. the battle in my mind goes, what should i say? Kevin is such a good bloke. He is SUch a good lover. Good bF, i mean. I can see it. I just wish things has gone right, i wish everythings per normal, like before, where everyone's happy together... i rmb the day kEV held Chris's hand in Ballarat and me n Aug was like "ba gua-ing" behind.. busy looking for signs and all in the dark dark cave.. this gold mining cave i think? hehe.. haiz.. those days were over.. Hope Chris knows what she is doing and is happy with her decisions.. and So is Kevin with his future gF, whoever it is gonna be. ^^ They are my good friends here.. and somehow the group just falls apart.. its so true.. now i know what cc sherly means.. when I said: "Its so good when your bf/gf happens to be among ur friends, ie u n ur gf/bf has the same group of friends," and she said: " No, that's bad. What if u break up? whats gonna happen? its gonna be weird.. " yeah.. i know what u mean now. Well.. juST did sth really good tonight.. i CHeered one oF my riLY GOod BUddy, hehe.. hE's my pri sch mate, but has been keeping touch ol.. i realized i have been keepin in touch more with my ZpS friends than CCHS friends.. thats sad.. ='<>
Im wondering who should I invite to my bdae dinner party.. should I ask Zhe An n Sonia n Cindy etc? How bout gareth, steph, Ai, rusmin, diana n wiwin? hrm.. so far i've got 24.. huahuaha.. omG.. im gonna be broke soon! *muz keep saving up* hehe.. buffet dinner at Thai restaurant sounds good? *headache* exam coming n there's so many things coming up!.. OH.. manz.. there's this ball too.. haiz.. should i go?? i Dont know what to wear and its on the 23rD! my exam ends at 415 22nd noV.. how am i gonna shop for that... sobs.. unless i wear what i ahve huheuuehueh.. the dress i wore to Aug cousin's wedding.. or that with the flower which dah thinks its for bridesmaid.. hmm.. *headache*
Haiz.. its 319 .. got to go to sleep.. nitezzzzz
shAnz
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