had a hair cuT yesterday.. i look like some rock-band-gurl. *ugh*aniwae. just smething to ponder.. the influence that people get by the things around them takes pretty short time.... despite knowing what lies beneath.. But WHy? Even when u know u ARe right? WHy cant u just be URSELF and stICK to it? sigh... thats something i would bring up after i got a whole mess over a conversation with my grandma..So does the same thing happen with my siblings... i sensed that my brother and sister has the SAME weird attitude when they are around each other. like some gangsters or sth. out to bully me. *grr* well sometimes they do nice thigns together but sometimes, just sigh.well on a good note they support each other's opinion. whiCH is unfortunately against mine. lol. the only happy moments we do togehter is when the three of us gather up in the car togehter after we fnish our driving lessons each day. its fun to discuss how did each of us go n all. discuss the difficulty on how to balance stupid clutch and accelerator... when CaUGHt in the jam.. laugh at each other's stupid car moves.. well...its been going on since monday. 3 more to go and there u go. my license can be settled pretty soon after. heheerm... i really cannot remeber what did i really learnt back 2 years ago. its just that i know i learnt before, i can FEEL it. but i cannot rmb where did i go n what did i do etc. guess i never had really paid much attention sicne i know back then i canot make a license aniway. well now the is a big difference. i realyze driving on a slope is a real challenge, on manual o'course. i tried to practise on matic after that with my driver n irritating siblings behind me once, and i kinda didhe a U turn.. but.. it didnt go too well. haha. imagine the laugh i got from the duoz. kinda remind me i got a lousy memory indeed. but i do remember the ones worth remembered. those that had significant impacts o'course..hee.. considering that.. i suddenly remembered while packing my stuff in sg, i saw this bottle full of love seeds. i know someone picked them up one by one for me bACK when i stayed in Paya Lebar.. the question is, WHO? lol..
shAnz
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