Honestly, I feel very contented here in Indo...despite my doubts being lonely n all... trUlly Filled with loadsa family love. really very happy indeed. Even though Its only a short 3 weeks break in Indo, I think I have to make full use of it.
Even though I have a naggy mom, I have to agree on this note with my irritating brother that she is the best mother in the world! see.. every morning no matter how late she is for work, she always takes tme to go to each room to check on every kid, put on blankets, give us the morning kiss... its true how annoying it could be when there is someone ALWAYS checking on u.. to think about it, she checks if we have enough money to buy things, that we remember to take our lunch at the proper time, that we have FOOD to eat, that we are not left alone, that we are safe on the roads, that we hav a good time with driving lessons, that things are taken care off basically.
Every morning before I go out I notice my wallets will be refilled again. She always remembers to do that... which comes really handy because i had just enough money for my whole day trip today! really appreciated this little concern of hers. i wonder i wuld be really embarrased without enough money to go around.. in fact, she checked Each of our wallets. and fill them all up... everyday.
Even though she is always teasing .. kinda against my relationships… she will make sure im not empty handed whenever I am to meet him... or his parents, and so it goes with my brother’s. she prepares kueh lapis for her too.. for my bro to give her. I mean.. at least she cares.. and u bet, she cares a lot.
Whenever I m down.. she cares to listen to my problems too. I mean I know its no big deal. But it’s the thing between my mom n me. Sort of a barrier at times. Because of her hard headed and fierce character… its kinda hard.. well the fact that she bothered to listen meant a lot to me..
Today, when she fetched me with my brother from my friends’ house, i noticed she was full of smiles. I guess she was in good mood… its really pleasing to see that coming frm her, because she has been suffering these days… well …anyway, when I tell her about what I did the whole day, those little things and short conversations really was pleasing. We discuss how terrible the saloon was, the poor service etc… how delicious the dinner was etc..
its just this LittlE things that I missed doing for years.. been wanting to do this sooo badly when I was away for years from her.. my mom.. sigh.. I realized how much we missed on each others’ lives… I barely know what she does everyday at work. I know she worked very very hard.. for me and siblings unbelievably high sch fees..
suddenly I just wanna grow old fast and earn big bucks!! argh. The first thing im gonna do is to repay my parents’ hard work. Buy them a resort or something.. lol. a swimming pool maybe? cos my mom loves to swim…
she may look like one busy career woman, but is actually a caring mother and a responsible housewive too. She’s like Lynette Scavo u know. Hehe. She does things out of love. It gets too panicky sometimes and this too overly-concerned character of hers made us feel its kinda annoying...
Loving someone too much can be a pain in the ass. People might not appreciate u see so yeah.
However, Im sure there is always a silver lining.. aint there? ^-^
shAnz
4:28 AM
