Today, is fairly one of the meaningful days i had for quite sometime. Everything went smoothly except when Thaz forgot all about me. hehe.. kiddin. Well got to hav her print this report which i made for Best oNe and she kinda left her hp somewhere unheard so i had to wait for her for sometime, chatting with this Guard. Guess what, he asked " which Unit" and i answered, " Melbourne Uni"... for a sec we both kept quiet. hahahaha
Then well i went t0 parkway to retrieve my Mom's stuff... BUT ended shoppin for Grandma as well as MyselF and oh please, blame it on my peripheral view~ haha. saw this sign of "SALE from $9 onwards" hung LARGE and BLUE on the glass walls on U2 so i got tempted to LOOK> Despite knowing my luggage cant handle any more stuff but hey, looking only, no harm at all right. hehe. BUT, saw this cardigan REally Cute in Baby bRight PInk with cuTE lil buttons. awww... so hehe. grabbed one, then walked further and i saw this LOng sleeve tee so erh. eheh... not too bad. its 50% off hey. though its not $9 but $20 =p worth it for that cutey cardigan hehehe
called mom and got quite rude because she was being unreasonable about certain stuff. FUrthermore. dad gave me a good scolding because i tried to talk mom into softening ehrself to dad. i GOt quite clueless of what to do next. the thing is, i wonder. whats the meaning of happiness in this life? how would u know if the guy u love today, is going to be the one for u? Mom says, be extra careful and do not jump into conclusions too early, because he might be good while dating but after marriage; totally different person altogether. question is, HOw am i gonna find that out?
Well, doubting Mr CHiang, Managing Director of Best 1 would appreciate my effort on my report, I thought of sending the report through post. However, once home to put my stuff down and grab some stuf to eat, my cousin said, i MIght as well go down for the last time to tell him "sorry it didnt work out for me, but this is the least that i can do (report)" WHICh i thought was a good idea since i had 2 hours free then. and so i went, after what seemed like hours, I reached. and met him right at the entrance of the company. he looked busy, looked like today is the start of his distribution day or whole saler meetings or sth. everywhere is red and pretty and neat. unlike the previous DAYS when i got there. well I said what i practised, and there u go. DONE. for a sec i thought, "maybe i am gonna regret what i did today, and not perservere in it, but hey, for once, I am happy of this decision. heaven knows."
Then i met up with Tsunting and her friends. SHe FINally got herself hER MOST Wanted accesories of the SEASON. hehhee. T9 SOnny CAMera! congratulations, ITS VERYYYY pretty!! hehhee.. its great meeting up with her again, somehow it made me feel whole load better about everything that ive been glooming about, somehow.
THEn i met up with Cai Qin, My pri sch friend. SHe's SUch a great friend. turned into a beauty now. changed alot, indeed.. and her BF too of course, workng in CItYgEM. hrm.. as expected, thanks to friendster, her BF is much older then she is. well, the thing is she is HAPpy! and, 2 years time, if all well goes well, she is GONNA BE my FirsT FRIENd to get MARRIED! haha.. omy omy yesh.. i know she is serious and i told her i waNNA be the brides maid. NO matter what. i shall fly down to sG should i need to. haha. anytime.
Well she told me this really interesting stuff, told to her once by her sec sch teacher: here goes:
In life, there are 4 types of love.
First love, is loving urself.
SEcond love, is the love towards your 1st BF. its a very strong, passionate love. however, this tends not to last, and because it is ur first love, u love him extremely that it becomes so viscious that it hurts so much.
Third love, is the love you give to ur 2nd BF. this time, u know love hurts, and tend not to "love" too much. so ur 2nd BF's love seemed so great that it looked as if he love u more than u love him. but u think this is too possessive. and u neglected this. and off u go
The last type of love, is the love from ur 3rd BF. He might not be the love of ur life, at least not the deepest love uve had with ur 1st, but he is a suitable man for u. somehow. and the one u should marry afterall.
-- well.. what a theory but hell it sounds familiar. haha. oh maybe i left out certan details because cafe cartel was too noisy jsut then so yeah. but i get the gsyt of the story, and i really appreciate that. very much, duno if its a kinda sign but *shrugs* -- the thing is, its okay to make mistakes. its the mistakes u make that make u stand where u are today.
Read in this current Fave book of mine recently, it says that women search commitment, assurance and constant love in a relationship. which i must say, is very true. ^0^
shAnz
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