why is it that everything that i do doesnt come to an end? it always hangs at the point of frikkin close to "climax" and sadly it stays there. or worse, it fells back to the "zero". I am talkin about this student attachment thingy that has been going on for months now. oh rather, the APPLICATION for student attachment. sigh. truly, it doenst matter whether i dont work, because ultimately i will have to do research instead. However, I was also given promising words etc so it fumes me up since i had placed high hopes on these. So it feels like. so near, yet so far. its just a phone call away but sigh.. they always say they will call back.
Called SFI, Elvy was the HR Manager. SHe was very nice, very polite. But she said she will call me back after she look thorough my file. The thing is, if i were to call back now, she would think i am an impatient brat, isnt it? sigh. how am i supposed to do? if i dont, i will be waiting n waiting, furthermore, im stayin in my cousin's house. its not appropriate because.. well .. i duno why.. but i dont feel good at all. using their hoz n all.
the second company was CP Kelco. recommended by my maternal uncle. this is quite difficult to get, but my uncle, Darwin, works there and he said, i will try to get u the assignment. haha.
the third is this sausage company. its the smallest company of all three and i am not sure of how it works so far. but for the sake of experience, i will just try to do anything.
Today, yes about few minutes later, i am going to call all three companies again, and find out if I am rejected or approved. *crosses fingers*
shAnz
1:29 PM
