In few days time I will be holding up a house-warming party for my new apartment. I’d longed to do this, even back when I first moved to Wills court. But it was cousin's. Back in college house its kinda impossible, cos of the tiny little space I had. Now, it's the time. And probably gonna be the first and the last time Im ever gonna do this in OZ. so I will really throw a memorable one.
Was wonderin... Life has been full of nasty piles of lecture notes, practical reports and assignments these days for me; maybe a little of Dah to lighten up my days...The whole moving house thing has indeed given me, bro n even Dah some wake up calls...n a huge pain in the... backside.
First was the choices of apartments, then the applications, the rejections, the commitments, the first come first serve basis - which end up to further rejections, the wait, the patience, the eviction, the accuse, the embarrassment, the Anger, then the moving in, the unpacking, the cleaning ups, and now the furnitures, the movers, the new telephone connections, the white goods, the preparations...sigh. Soon...its finally coming to an end... very soon. =)
Tomorrow is the grand opening of Commonwealth Games! There's gonna be the Queen rally or sth of that sort?? Ahah but its so frustratin when it comes to transport.! Had to walk 3 blocks up and down cos of the tram route being closed and all. WELL the "GREAT" news is, because of this, I had my telephone line connection delayed up till 2 weeks later! OMG! Can you believe that the police are actually afraid there might be probability that these technicians could be intruders? Who could place bombs or some sort? ARgh. ARse. There you go. I will hav a hard time doing my assignments, which I think should be due in two weeks time! Oh nooooo........Will probably consider sneaking to ILFr lab one of these nights. Of course, I will make sure my key access card is working, I don't wanna be locked in again! Haha was locked AlOne and just waited at the door hoping for someone to come in, so that they can let me out. Think I Called Lala to come down to Uni to free me...hohoho..
Anyway, whilst unpacking, I was looking through my old cards n letters eversince I came here June 2003. Missed all my friends back there... Of whom I have mostly lost in touch... especially 2403, Tsun was my almost my soulmate then… shared all my happiness, agony and anger… haha. quarreled in fumes and tears for a couple of times… she wrote me a letter saying that Im always in her heart and mind… And that even on the card it says "why do you have to go?" Knew she would never give up on me, even if she sees there is no point arguing because she can forsee whats gg to happen is not to her favour, she just did it anyways. For the sake of it, no, for irritating me. Haha. Ok no, that’s because she loves me! =) =) ^0^ I know her too well. Haha.. well.. it seems that she hasn’t changed yet eh? Stll as chirpy as before and going crazy having hellova fun whnever there is a chance to. ^wink^ well… sorry I miss those parts of your life, Tsun. If only… I choose the other path… *I wonder how I am today… * *ponders*
Then there's Faith, Valerie, Serene, Tannie, Bunny, Cheryl, Christopher, Kaihung… I wonder if they still remember me... Without yingxiu, the bio pracs wouldn't be as smooth as it had been... Faith and Val are 2 of the few very amazing smart girls I know… Faith never fails to crack me up with her natural jokes n laughter… the last new year with her n her bf n tsun n jh was one of the memorable days I will never ever forget. Im really thankful u guys were there with me!! Serene was there to share my nervous breakdown during orientation… Sigh.. everyone was great!! wonder how they are all doing now..
Of course, theres Tennis Training Best buddiez – Xiangyi, Huiyun, Elsa n Jess.. , there's of course lots others; Suching was really sweet. Made me a handmade miniature certificate, tied with a pink ribbon, and a letter sayin basically not to look back and stick to my decision. Cant believe I haven’t get to kick that bad habit of mine till now. As always, Im too indecisive.
Well... don’t anyone ever feels that there is a point of your life where there are CLEARLY TWO Different pathways that has no intersection at any possible time of the journeys, just like a ONE WAY route through, no U-turn, NO turning back at all? And the best thing is, you GOT TO choose it?
Feeling regretful? Nope. Not entirely, perhaps I chose not to imagine what will happen, I chose to look ahead and start afresh. Not because im optimistic. Never really have been.. Actually, Im just too afraid. to look back and regret, too scared to think I might be better off otherwise. It always happens to me… my Academic life, Career, Relationship… I lack of confidence when It comes to making decisions. After I made one, I tell myself to look ahead, and hope for the best. Haha.
This afternoon in Food Safety Tute, was discussing with Sophie, Joe n Gina with what to do after we graduate. Soph’s thinking of Europe, totally excited on gg overseas to study. She’s so hilarious, with her chicken n Salmonellae lifecycle =p Anyway, Joe’s gg back to Germany. Gina’s thinking of RMIT. Me? Sitting on the fence.. hohoho.. nah.. kidding.. I give myself up to start of nx semester to decide on it.
14th March 2006
shAnz
6:21 PM
