its finally swot vac. uni has ended. but it doesnt make any difference really; i meant the "excitement" and "happy holidays" mood any students would have felt. But it gets worse, the pressure is back, mood tightened, notes piling up, time passes even faster; suddenly its dark. n i dont think i did anything fruitful today. then.. sleeping times seem to shorten drastically, umm appetite increased (haha), even what i once thought was impossible actually happened! ---> dah dah stopped playing W0W (wakaka)!
this semester had passed so quickly i can even remember what i did in my first tutorials... sigh.. WHY? haha.. showed how much my life has been so stagnant, not much vivacity at all. just study n assignments n reports... although there was the fishing and the movies and karaoke sessions n tennis.. n... nothin much really.
im actually moving quite well at marketing, maybe because its easy to understand... anwae, was bored.. and started to scroll down my msn list, and i cant help but notice something really annoying. yes, i understand its exam period, but why 'DND PLZ' + cum 4 x "!" somemore. aiyoh. just go n off ur msn lha. how weird hey? what do they expect really. i mean. ur definitely number 1, pissed when someone initiate 'chats'; number 2, busy; number 3, so fierce no one would wanna talk to u anyway.
ok. to think about it, i might be weird myself, why would i notice such things right? haha. im quite weird la..(happy august?) i cannot stand the fact that i have other stuff in mind that ought to be done yet undone.
*hmm* anyway, this, especially dedicated to you: thank you.. fer yesterday's; its a total satisfaction. i had KFC, in like what seemed like years! hueuehuehue... most imptly ure willing to come down to send me home in TRam, and just to have lunch with me.. i cant express how glad i was cos of how much u've changed ( u probably wont last time) ... n today at 1.20pm, u called wondering if i have reached indo embassy, its really sweet. . i duno why.. this time its not about 'finding out' where i was, but its the concern i gained... although there was not big a deal.. but i must admit it made me happy! <-- im really easy to please huh.
Anyway, better get back to studying. ive taken too long a "break" huehuehue
oh. just to make a note, i'd like to express my deepest condolesence to the people in jogja.. read a paper frm Kompas, these people have certainly the worst ever nightmare they can ever have; they are so pitiful! there's this pregnant lady who had to sleep standing whislt holding the baby in her arms, because the ground (notice its not even a floor), was too wet to sleep on! how sad.. the rain washed everything away. not even food nor basic necessities are available..
its inexplicable how much thy are suffering; what they're asking for right now, is really simple. it doenst even have to be monetary items. One victim said, "nasi bungkus saja" ie "just rice box" .. so sad.. i hope the world have heart and eyes.. and help these ppl.. European Union, World Health Organization etc..
*sigh*
told my dad to migrate to sg/ oz... its very dangerous out there.. n he said as long as he prays and do good things consistently, it will be Okay. then i asked, "dont the people in Jogya do good things then? if so, why would this happen to them?" then he said.. it all comes back to karma n reincarnation....*gawd*
seriously, if i had the time n chance, i would ask him more. but my brother had to take my laptop off to sch and so im forced to end the conversation. I mean, im totally confused, doesnt it ever occur that its dangerous dad? First it was tsunami, now this.. i know Jakarta is in safe "plate" but what if... *choy choy* im just worried.... ={
In this world you may have trouble, but dont worry, cos it will make it d0uble =D
shAnz
9:21 PM
