Today i feel so bete. Heaps of unforeseen bad stuff (s) had happened to me. 1st. Got my rejection letter from Bio21. Its really upsetting because i kinda got naive enough to give myself false hope on successfully approved. Now its none, and although on a positive note, i will be having no limited period to go on a holiday, i still feel that i wont be happy... i longed to go to GC, with someone... yet i think it wont happen... the place i wanna go.. the things i wanna see.. i'll just have to prepare for that.. and money for later... but i doubt.. so many things to pay for at e momnt... 2nd. my brother was caught by tram inspector, cos his tram ticket was with me. sigh. so thats $150 fr that. 3rd. whilst having breakfast, i accidentally poured milk to the carpet.. and over my pants.4th. tried to get it off, using carpet cleaner powder... and then whilst vacuuming if off, i broke the vacuum handle. 5th. went to school for 3 hr lecture straight, happily handing up one of my many many assignments, but realized later that i missed a point. which was relavant. so i had to kinda alter it again. *nth bad - but i jsut dun like the feeling - its meant to be done!*6th. lala n i went to jaycar and we saw ths really cute machine that roughtly says "touch me/ try me/ shocking" - if im not mistaken. so we had our palms over the handles on it... turned it on.. nothing happened. so i removed mine away, and told her it'llprobably electrocute us or sth. she told me to put my hands back and as i did it.. i realized 1/2 seconds later i was right. so... i screamed really loud... and practically threew my handphone down on the ground (luckily it was carpeteD) and she burst into laughter. *grrr* ... what horrible toy!! who the hell invented it hey? how can they sell this anway.. "but honestly i thought of buying it, so i can punish the ppl who are naughty" *hehehe* well anwiay, luckily there was loud music blasting away in the store.. so no one, i think, saw me freaked out... 7th. my internet practically lagged..... moving at the rate like snail moving with its shell upside down.... (can it?) sigh.. im rushing my 7 reports loh.. and so far.. i managed to complete 1!! and i need to do researches.. lOADs of them in order to complete these!! 8th. i had to do preparation for marketing tute tml.. and the case study for his week is on web... OF ALL WEEKS, it had to put it on the web this time. usually they have it on the txbk, n when i GOT my txbk with me this time, the case study is not from there! so frustrating!! and i had to wat for 1.5 hour for the pdf file to load for me to read it...i guess its meant to be... today lady luck certainly hates me... anyway, i really am annoyed with this service at my apt. so lousy! im now almost 4 mths in my rent and i see no improvements at all. no tel service till now!! oMG!!! i cant wait tll the day i get my super fast unlimited internet! n by then i would have finished all my assgm.. wth.. seriously i dont know why i am in this state at the moment. really regretted not getting whiteman street... Again.. i always regretted the things i do.. the things i say.. the decisions i make.. the reasons i give.. the excuses i made... that is why i am what i am where i am who i am today... Life seems so meaningless these days....
shAnz
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