e s o p h o r i a - it's all about how you perceive me.

have had weird habit of eating one panadol each day these days; without it my headache throbs so bad it felt like its gonna explode anytime =(

tried to stop it as what dah dah told me to.. but i cant.. apparently by 10pm i had to eat 2 tablets before it gets better.. of course since i hadnt had dinner i cooked instant beehoon which tasted like heaven.. and yeah.. i kinda got better after that.. Haha..

well im trying to settle down n concentrate on my studying but somehow i felt relaxed; its either the fact that i had too much problems up in my head (due to the mean + 'bas..kets' ), that i cannot focus on my work because there's jsut too many things for me to do/ think! or that i'm confident that i can do this, which... i doubt.. or that.. somehow i had the strength to believe in myself and i think that is probably why. Ok kinda not make sense to a third party here.. but it definitely matters to me.

umm at the moment..i just wanna vent my frustration here...

Home@Flinders suX! i hate them so much!! all i have up in my mind at the moment is how should i deal with them on Monday. i felt that i can break down n cry on n on n on n on.. they are such bullies! This is so ridiculous.. lousy rate, lousy connection, lousy service, lousy CUstoMER service. Firstly, its 256K fer $100/ mth! it says unlimited but its soooo slow i think with this rate i predict im only spending like 500 MB max! totally absurd and they say this is the best rate in town? call me troublemaker and biggest complainer? HUH! FYI, i can get better rates from tpg internet provider for speed of 24K, max download 18 GB for just $50! * i have proof alright *

And this latest totally obnoxious news i received was that they KNOW WHAT sites we surfed and check on us all the time (NO PRIvACY? Ok, nvm) ! u might be able to "HACK" my service at the moment so i reckon u guys are probably LOOking at this as well huh?

Anyway, U say bit torrent is illegal and they say 6 ppl in the whole building is using it and that it takes up 90% of the band width. HEY so the whole building is AFFEcTED by this and just 6 comps can bring this rate down so slow, even slower than that of a dial up speed? DO u guys know that it takes me 20 minutes to load a "UNIVERSITY WEBSITE?" yeah. thats just with 6 comps. n this can bring down to such a disaster. cmoN, we pay a hundred bucks each month and we are first restricted to what websites we want to surf? (the paper mentioned its only for "work") And secondly we are running at what seemed like worse than dial up speed? Why dont u guys let us USE OTHER proVIDERS out there?? whY does it have to be restricted to YOUR servicE? i tried to talk this out nicely, hoping to request for another offer or alternatives because i do "reasonings" and "research" alright? I have my rights and I AM obtaining it no matter what. BUt u NOt only disregard our complaints, you INSULted ME!

I know i'm small and Im a girl, but I have BRAINS alright. NOne OF US ARE HAPPY with the service. they just took it because they are given no choice. i wanted to do the same too. but the slowness just gets on my nerves, because it wasnt only unworthy of my money, its very disturbing because i cannot do my work at all. i just cant help it. n I didnt brainwash them into coming with me! we met in the lift and along the corridors and they are all cowards who refused to speak a word so I was there to start it off and you thought i was the gang LeaDER? cMON, grow up!!

Hey im staying in a high rise buidling alright. in the city! and NONE of the apartments are working the way you guys are. EVen the STUDENT APARTMENTS DONT! why cant we get our rights as a customer at all? what service is thIS?

Alright, enough of that. too bad i have 1 year contract so i have to bear with this for another 8 mths. shOUld i reach my limit and highest dissatisfaction level, like what ACCC (Consumer SErvice in Aussie) advices, im jsut gonna complain to the Tribunal and do some real reasonings at the court. I mean it. Im So sicK Of it.

sick!

shAnz
2:50 AM