I've been waiting... Felt like I've never waited this long before... y cant i have it when i needed you most? just @ the time i thought i could have a shoulder to cry on? i need to talk to you. . but i dont know how to. The feeling's like how you never find the stuff u are looking for, but its always there when u are not. That. and by the end of the day, when you found it; u dont know what to do with it suddenly. . . @ 21, I still am stubborn as ever. No im not innocent. I just chose not too accept some facts. I hate to learn i have to accept them. good news is, im trying. . its not easy, i was scarred. once, twice, three times... the optimist voice in me says: great. for all different types of flaws, nothing is gonna happen for a 2nd time. the down-to-earth says: you are so doomed - forever paranoid. wth. I love you. but im scared.
shAnz
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